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Well begun is half done

May 2nd, 2009 (06:12 pm)
Locale: Aertherwalk
Emotions: indescribable
Musica: The Gregorian Chants

This is a handy sort of thing to have right now. A journal. I am not used to writing. I commit most of what I feel to be important to my memory.

What you will hear me say here upon these pages may disturb and rattle you. As long as I am nothing more than a dream walking beneath the gaze of Wilhelm then nothing that I shall say will ever matter. To speak of such things can only be chalked up to a degenerate’s negating mind. These things can only be lies because if they were true it would change history. A fortune of souls would be lost. And all hope lost with them.

Listen to me and I will sing an epic tale, a romance of sorts, that has a charming prince, a villain and an innocent maiden. Heed this fairytale as you would a child’s imaginary friend. But do not pay attention to this tedious narrator. I am not in the proper state of mind.

Now that you have been warned, sit down for I must begin to scheme. I am overflowing with visions of brimstones and Seraphim. An apocalypse is crafting itself in my psyche. Who am I not to comply?


Yeshua [userpic]

And, now, for no reason, the G-Man.

November 7th, 2006 (11:02 pm)

Whan that Aprill with his shoures sote
The droghte of Marche hath perced to the rote,
And bathed euery veyne in swich licour,
Of which vertu engendred is the flour;
Whan Zephirus eek with his swete breeth
Inspired hath in euery holt and heeth
The tendre croppes, and the yonge sonne
Hath in the Ram his halfe course yronne,
And smale fowles maken melodye,
That slepen al the niȝt with open ye—
So priketh hem Nature in hir corages—
Than longen folk to goon on pilgrimages,
And palmeres for to seken straunge strondes,
To ferne halwes, couthe in sondry londes;
And specially, from euery shires ende
Of Engelond to Caunterbury they wende,
The holy blissful martir for to seke,
That hem hath holpen, whan that they were seke

Yeshua [userpic]

{IC} Musings

May 14th, 2006 (01:57 pm)
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Locale: Aetherwalk
Emotions: contemplative
Musica: "Personent hodie"

Aboon dabashmaya,
nethkadash shamak
tetha malkoothak
newe tzevyanak
aykan dabashmaya. . .

Things have been quiet lately. Calm before a storm.

The other day while I was trying to get coffee I met the Blue One, I think. He did not have as much of a problem with the coffee as I but he approached the concepts of human law from a different angle.

. . .Looking into his eyes ruffled my feathers and I could not see his future clearly.

I remember having a similar feeling before the Black One was laid in place. Is HE thinking of making more. . .?

Eloi Eloi lema sabachthani!?

Yeshua [userpic]

(no subject)

May 9th, 2006 (09:59 pm)
Emotions: blank

Imtheochaidh soir is siar
A dtainig ariamh
An ghealach is an ghrian

Imtheochaidh an ghealach's an ghrian
An Daoine og is a chail 'na dhiadh

Imtheochaidh a dtainig ariamh
an duine og is a chail ne dhiadh


Yeshua [userpic]


May 1st, 2006 (07:33 pm)

Greetings and salutations, mortals. I am psi_yamaneko and I shall be your chaos for the duration of this interesting voyage.

I'd like to note that, since nothing is known about chaos at this point, I've just kinda filled in all the missing parts with gnostic mythos. Yeah. I'm a dork. This shall be interesting when Ep III is released and utterly destroys any theories I might have. :3

I prefer playing over the journal but if you want to snag me on AIM, that's cool too.

Check below for contact info and remember: All things return to Pleroma

Yeshua [userpic]


May 1st, 2006 (06:41 pm)

Player's Name: Psi Yamaneko
E-mail: psiyamaneko@gmail.com
AIM: Psi Yamaneko

The secret of heaven is kept from age to age. No imprudent, no sociable angel ever dropt an early syllable to answer the longings of saints, the fears of mortals. We should have listened on our knees to any favorite, who, by stricter obedience, had brought his thoughts into parallelism with the celestial currents, and could hint to human ears the scenery and circumstance of the newly parted soul.
-Ralph Waldo Emerson (1803–1882), U.S. essayist, poet, philosopher. “Swedenborg; or, the Mystic,” Representative Men (1850).

The Mundane

Origin: Unknown, though possibly the Pleroma

Name: Yeshua (but everyone knows him as "chaos" and that is what he shall be referred to as in this bio)
Gender: Male
Zodiac Sign/Birthday/Age: Unknown
Bloodtype: He has Ichor (in the mythological Greek sense)
Occupation: Not applicable
Alignment: Lawful Good (though he comes from a plane quite beyond alignments)
Affiliation: The Region of Light
Species : Aeon
Weapon: chaos uses strange extra-planar powers in combat. These powers seem to be filtered through his gloves which serve as limiters, preventing them from going out of control.
Appearance:Eyes: chaos has large, translucent blue eyes that shine green in certain lights. They are, indeed, windows to his soul. They hold nothing but warmth and compassion.
Hair: chaos has longish silvery-white hair that falls to about the middle of his neck. It is silky in texture and, in certain lights, is almost pearlescent like the feathers of a white dove.
Face: chaos has a round, boyish face but it is often set in a pensive expression that belies his apparent age (16). Those who don't know him well who look into his face often decide that he has an "old soul". This is indeed true.
Build: chaos stands at 5'7" in height and has a very thin, narrow frame. This doesn't make him look frail exactly, just willowy and light, like a feather. He seems like he could blow away in a breeze and some people actually think he does.
chaos moves with a fluid, dancer like grace. His movements are never harsh or violent, as if he takes his time even when he is in motion. He can move with blinding speed when necessary. Even then, however, he moves gracefully.
He smells like rain.
Attire: chaos wears a tightly fitting navy-blue body suit beneath a yellow-orange vest and pants. A network of belts and gleaming buckles stretch across his outfit.
He also wears his limiter gauntlets at all times.

Why should he think me cruel
Or that he is betrayed?
I'd have him love the thing that was
Before the world was made

William Butler Yeats

According to the Enneagram Personality Assessment chaos has a Type 9 Personality: The Peacemaker.
In some cases Type 9s worry about appearances and trick themselves into thinking that they have developed friendships. This does not hold true for chaos. chaos is in perfect mental health; so perfect, in fact, that it is inhuman. He is at perfect peace within himself which makes him widely receptive to the world around him. He loves the world and the people in it unconditionally and he is more than happy to just sit and watch things as a silent observer.
chaos speaks seldom unless spoken to and when he is spoken to he listens. Most humans, when spoken to, think about what they are going to say next when the other person is talking. chaos really does listen and he opens his heart to whoever is speaking.
The URTV Rubedo will one day describe chaos as being "slow". In a sense he is slow. The fact of the matter is that he is immortal and just can't figure out why everyone is always rushing around. He, after all, has all the time in the universe at his disposal. He sees no reason to make haste when he doesn't have to. He prefers sitting in quiet meditation. Why, he wonders, can't humans just live in the moment?
chaos does live in the moment. Because of this he remains perfectly balanced emotionally and almost never suffers from stress. He does not seem to put a great deal of effort into keeping his secrets but he keeps them well. The secrets about who he truly is, what his real powers are, and who it is that he is searching for. Those who get to know him find that he seems to be searching for someone out there in the vast expanse of the universe.
While he is friendly and kind, chaos's sense of morality should be mentioned. chaos has deep a priori knowledge of the Planes. That is, he has a wisdom that was around before he ever observed human nature and behavior. chaos's judgement is sound, therefore, and based on untinted absolute morality. To a human judgements passed on the basis of a priori knowledge can seem mysterious and even cruel, as humans base their own moral systems on categorical imperative. A human would think it wrong to ever force a species into extinction. An Aeon, however, understands where all of time is flowing and knows when to take a necessary step in drawing life closer to the Region of Light. Bringing Life to a First Ray system is of paramount importance and the sacrifice of a species or even a planet here or there is sometimes necessary.
Likes: people, the universe, harmony, light, balance, peace, and everyone that he keeps company with.
Dislikes: chaos does not really dislike anyone or anything. He has nothing but compassion in his heart. It could be said he dislikes hatred but he actually accepts it as being one of humanity's faults. That said, he does not necessarily get along well with everyone. Him and Wilhelm are very much at odds.

History: When asked about his past chaos expertly, and subtly, changes the subject. Very little is actually known about his past.
In this game he is not human but, in fact, an Aeon. An angel from the spirit plane of Pleroma who has descended to the material plane to do what Aeons do: Play as a hand of the One in the operations of the universe and redeem spirits from the physical states.
If this is true then he is up to his neck in the events that have been unfolding ever since Vector unearthed the Zohar on Lost Jerusalem. He knows about humans and the shape they were meant to have (the shape that Proto Merkabah was supposed to find).
It is possible that he has come to monitor the god that had once been sealed in Lost Jerusalem by the Zohar. That is to say, U-DO the Demiurge. But there is no actual evidence to support this. He certainly knows what U-DO and the Zohar are, though he would never tell anybody.
And he knows what the Gnosis are.
It is evident that he and the Gnosis come from the same imaginary-number plane of existence originally. Gnosis do not exist on the material plane, they have to be dragged down into it by the Hilbert Effect. But chaos can damage Gnosis without using the Effect. There is no need to drag an enemy down to your level when you are already on equal ground.
chaos remains an emanation of the Aion Teleos. It is his goal to raise life out of the Materia, the physical state by any means necessary. When the day comes it will be he who turns the lights out on existence and elevates everyone to Pleroma. Of course, in order to do this, he will need the other half of his syzygy, the fallen Aeon of Pistis Sophia who will one day rise again within the android KOS-MOS.
Whatever his actual canon history may be, he shares it with Wilhelm.

Combat Skills

chaos uses Aura strikes filtered through his limiters in hand-to-hand combat. This makes him a brutal opponent against Gnosis and biological life forms though he is mostly useless against mechanical enemies since they have no aura to bend.

chaos does possess psionics. However, since he is not a Psionicist by nature he doesn't have much.

His summary runs thus:

Clairsentience-Sciences: aura sight, precognition. Devotions: all-around vision, danger sense
Psychoportation-Sciences: planar travel. Devotions: teleport lock
Telepathy-Sciences: group defense, possession, dreamscape, control dream, dream crossover. Devotions: induce pleasure,

As an Aeon he also possesses the following spell-like abilities:

-Detect Magic (always active)
-Detect Invisibility (always active)
-Protection from Evil 10' radius (always active)
-Mirror Image
-Cure Light Wounds
-Feather Fall
-Limited Wish

His Tech Attacks are as follows:

Name: Angel Wings
Description: Impact created by focusing chi into one's fist

Name: Lunar Seal
Description: A chi wave attack

Name: Heaven's Wrath
Description: Slash enemies by changing chi into lightning

Name: Angel Blow
Description: Giant chi impact attack

Name: Chained Blast
Description: "Pilot KO" against Mech-Type enemies

Name: Arctic Blast
Description: Hurl down ice boulders from the air

Name: Demon Banisher
Description: "Curse" against Gnosis-Type enemies

Name: Divine Spear
Description: Only available when an ally is KO'd

Sacred Form-Aeon

About: chaos's Aeon form is pretty much just him with six glowing wings of light. The wings unfurl when he removes his limiters. The form is curiously reminiscent of a Seraph.
Special Skills: The skills stem from the wings. One wing brings destruction, one heals, one brings euphoria, one brings sorrow and the remaining two are used for flight. ("They will obtain gladness and joy, and sorrow and sighing will flee away."~Isaiah)
He can also raise an inertial barrier if he senses an enemy approaching. When activated, the barrier will distort the space around it, thus manifesting itself. The field doesn't become visible until it is hit by an attack, at which point the octagonal fluctuations in the field can be seen.
Restrictions: This form seems to possess an immense amount of power. The trick is to remove the wings though this, obviously, can be quite difficult.

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